Still about 122 days or about 2928 hours to be 22 years old but already many problems that beating my brain out. Sucking my strength out. Test my mentality and maturity. Dismantle patience.

That problems struggle to take me down. Thrown my illusion on the high sky. Kill each spirit. Everlasting pain, said SID.

Trying to figure out what's His "plan".

Waiting to see the sweetest smile from my angel.

And strong is the only one choice to fetch out the answer and see her smile, and i myself have chosen.

Then burn the fire burns!

Memories Of Rose - Superman Is Dead

I think about the end of the world

I’m thinking about you...

All the struggle we had, and the past,

Blood and tears my love !

How could I forget

In sorrow now, since we fell a part

A million miles away

Still I put my faith on high sky

Everlasting pain! How can I escape...

I think about the evil ways I’ve been

The self destruction years...

I disrespect my self and the world

Chase by ghost of lust

Kill the love ones down

Don’t go, don’t go away...

Stay with me here in this lullabies

Darling it won’t be long, till we find

Our away back home again...

I gave up all the poison for you

Gave up the wildest dreams...

And in the end I’ll grow old

With you, only you my love

Burn the fire burns...

At night when the shadow falls

Wish I’m there just right there

Close by your side !

This lonesome dreams, I’m haunted by

The memories of rose...

I'm ruin.